Anxiety is hindering my life
Hiding in the darkness of empty blankets, questioning where you stepped off your path, following your shadow as it retreats into the past, your thoughts become clouded your eyes become fogged, you’re lost in the mist of your own mental creation, you step out of the dark light of the night sky to find yourself standing on an edge, you look around and realize its where you were destined to end up, you step backwards into the shadows, you loss yourself, your arms, your legs, where did they go? Scattered around, and all about parts of you are missing, you step out of the darkness back to where you were, you peek into your destiny, over an unwelcoming staggering edge, a one way street with strict laws, you see down, an endless hole, purposeless with meaning, meaningless with purpose, you step forward right foot first, you feel the emptiness below your footing, you trip for a step you knew wasn’t there, you step off with your left, you think with a blank mind lost in a dark place you blink twice and loose sight of what you were as you plummet to an unseeable ground, you feel weightless and out of control, your life spins in the opposite direction that your body rotates due to the gravitational pull on a float less vessel, you question how you ended up here but you never get to answer, your destiny is fulfilled as you smack against a reality with a force of an egg on the cold plaster floor of an unfinished basement
Russian Meteor Strike, February 2013
Um no, this is terrifying.
This is insane.
(Source: joan-watsoned)
